Arpan’a’

You are everything
I touch, smell or hear,
but I ask a boon from You:
make me always think of You;
always feel that You are near…

My Sweetest One
- my breath,
my thought,
my desire;
the Essence of mine -
my heart
and all my boundaries
dissolve before You.

… You are my everything,
You are my everything…

I renounce,
every moment of my life
I renounce

You are the only pleasure,
the only Lover

I give up every expectation

my only feeling,
my only thought
is You

Sometimes,
the vision comes:
the Universe as a pulsating Light
- and Your name,
Your Love,
that is all there is…

Oh, Ba’ba’,
when will You sweep me away
by that effulgent breeze?

Let me go so far,
let me reach that heaven
where there is no Time and Space,
where there is no movement, no sound,
where all the colors melt in white,
where all the senses dissolve
in the ocean of Light…

My ears are thirsty
for Your voice,
my skin is hungry
for Your touch.
Embrace me, my Lord;
let me feel Your cheek next to mine
- let me melt in Your arms;
merge with the beat of Your heart…

Your look
- so deep
and so high -
sun rays,
silver-river
and stars in it…

I want to jump in Your eyes
and swim, dive and fly,
reaching to Your bottom,
touching Your sky.

I meet Your sparkling eyes
and I smile at You
the same way You smile at me.
My palms greet You
the way You welcome me,
and my body,
white and light,
floats on the dark river
closer and closer
to You…

Can I be silent
when I want to yell
and jump for joy?

Can I be silent
when the waves of emotions
want to break my body
and reach Your shore?

Oh, Lord,
teach me
how to love You gently,
softly,
humbly.
I just want to love You;
to be Your servant,
Your friend,
Your child,
Your mother,
Your quiet lover…